this blog has not been updated in quite a while please visit my new one or my super neat web site. Thank you for you patience..... end transmission

I guess people keep coming back not like millions but there were some vists this week and its been a while since I said any thing on here.
I am in the new issue of the nowgocreate.com e-mag. And I am planning to do a better site than this. I get so bored just doing this text shit but have been to lazy to do anything else or really try to learn more. but I will be fixing that.

Tonight I met some graf kids one was really young and a bit dumb but still nice he was just very cristian and sort of spooky. The other kid is so good and his legs are fucked up he got run over by a truck. Ouch. he is young as well but has lived a lot.

well i am out its to late to be doing this.......

Ok no army. Fuck that. At times all seems so desperate and now I drive boats. I love driving boats. And being a tour guide.... well at least for a quarter of a mile in two and a half feet of water.

Noone is calling for me. The lonesome song can be so beautiful. It can also be a crushing nusiance. Ahh but tomorrow, tomorrow come and with it the return of rented DVDs (before noon), a meeting with Mark Hosford (look at paidthinkers.com), more work, such lovely prospects.

I tell you, there is nothing better than anonimity. No need to make excuses for broken plans when you know virtually noone. All the time in the world to lie in bed with the warmth of an electric bed warmer, a good book, your imac within reach and so little and to much on your mind.

Checkig out the army web site with interest....... How come it is starting to seem like a good idea? I'll tell you why. They give you money for school, you learn "discipline" (an area that I am certainly laking in), a carreer, I'd "get in shape", and "America needs me". Well they do give you money for school......... I can't sewem to get the Exploited's song "Army life" out of my head. Thats probubly a bad sign. If you know the song you understand.

Maybe the army ain't the way to go..... navy or coast guard seems more my style.......

You know every body used to serve in the army for a little while and those were the days as they say. I have no real direction these days. I get a job..... it sucks..... I want to go to grad school but have no money and no idea what I "really want"....... I live with my parents..... well my dad and step mom.....

Why not join the army?

If you can think of some good reasons email me at mcrightb@yahoo.com....... otherwise "army life is killing me........."

Hours away from starting a new job (6) and I can't fall asleep for a couple hours of fake rest.
I keep flirting with sleep but it continues to elude me.
I am sort of looking forward to some manual/ mental labor. They kept saying that the shift that I am working is more mental than the others.
I can see how putting boxes on a truck that is doing local deliveries will be challenging, Nashville is hard to navigate.

I used to love the sleepless nights. Now days I think of sleeping pills.

" i wish you were inside of me, I hope that you're ok, I hope you're resting quietly, I just wanted to say goodnight......"

"i wish i had a little red box to put my best friends in, i'd pick them up and *smooch, smooch, smooch* and put them back again."

there's a wish list for me...... check out the q-bert mac ad...... dope

Ok Ok, must get back on the blog.

I have been busy checking out the stuff at www.nowgocreate.com and triing to figure out how to fix up www.billmcright.com.
I started the orientation for my boat driver job yesterday and got sent home today due to the fact that I hadn't got my S.S. card in the mail yet today.

I fell asleep while reading earlier and am about to fall asleep typing.......

That now go create ssite is really good resource.
Also thanks to drew for hooking up some linkage on surfstation.lu and newstoday.com!

DON'T BOTHER

Don't bother reading this. It's been a week or so since I've posted. I've been on the road.
So I am back in Nashville. I had a great week. Well aside from the screaming at home..... and I wondered why I left. But other than that I saw the best concert that I've ever seen, spent time with Im, and meet Twist. All in all it was great. I missed getting to see a few people who I really wanted to see but that happens.
I drove all day and am really to tiered to be writing or talking on the phone.
It sucks when you want to talk but feel to crappy to have a good conversation.
I wish I was better at that but I'm not.
sorry.
I love you all talk more later.
I sound stupid sometimes.

Weird News:
Ok so it ain't really news.

My dad is collecting the "pull tabs" off soda cans to give to somebody he works with. He says that someone gives her money for them. When I lived in Florida, and in middle school, girls used to collect them. They kept these tabs on key chains. We called them "fuck tabs". Supposedly if you gave one to a girl (or boy I guess) they would fuck you. That never happened to my knowledge. At least it never happened to me. Not that I really pursued this very often.

Funny.